Every time I wake up | with a headache
And I don't want to leave my bed
Go back go back please leave me dead
Don't think I'm ready to go out yet

Don't wake me up already, no!
I'd rather be in a nightmare 
Than see myself
Broken, Shattered a man with no guidelines, a man without a place
Among these bitting snakes
 
Life's teaching me the hard way to get things done,  
But I'm still scared for what's to come.

Maybe this time I'll have another drink
I'll stay a little bit I'll try to enjoy this shit 
Arthur, it's been so long, I am a doctor now, I have a family, and a son and a... ENOUGH!

All my life I've been looking in a mirror, waiting there that a shape could become more than I was - more than I was
It took a lot to understand that hate and fear weren't my friends and they will make me weak - make me weak

Trapped inside my own head
Creating what I don't have in my life
Peaceful thoughts aren't easy
when wolves are at the 
Gate of your mind
Scratching wood with my lies

Life's teaching me the hard way to get things done, 
But I'm still scared for what's to come.

The walls around me are crumbling and I'm running away, all of my certainties are gone
Tell me where you find the strength to repeat this every day
You must have the solution for my mistakes 

Now it's me against the world, forget my past and what I've done
I've come so far, I won't give up
I won't give up

Life's teaching me the hard way to get things done, 
But I'm still scared for what's to come